Yes your hobby is much more interesting than mine; I have no imagination for writing my own music.
I wouldn’t say that. I guess, it is just a slightly different perspective on things. And like you said. You might be getting valuable insights on the compositions and be able to enjoy them more than I ever could.
And probably us both will never experience the joy of musicians actually playing the music in an orchestra.
Everyone has his or her own way. And that’s good.